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Money by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Money :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 0 3 KatieEyes by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss KatieEyes :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 1 1 Lolabear by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Lolabear :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 0 3 Me - 2008 by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Me - 2008 :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 6 19 Lola by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Lola :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 2 3 Tears by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Tears :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 9 20 The Lake by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss The Lake :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 1 2 It's Cloudy Outside by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss It's Cloudy Outside :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 9 2
I live in a town where you're condemned the instant you are born. There is nothing here for me, or for anyone else. Everyone says they dream of just "getting out" and going somewhere "bigger and better". I guess it's cliche, but I feel it too. I'm deathly scared of being alone, it drives me to insane depression, yet I'm so scared of getting close to someone. I don't like to be touched. People that can give me hugs, etc., are people that I really care about and TRULY trust and know they won't let me down. I'm everything I thought I wouldn't be - the typical teenage girl- heartbroken, confused, lost, scared, ashamed, guilty, sad. I want out, and I want out now.
I'm sorry, I'd love to be the happy-go-lucky, goofy, careless girl that I once was, but I just can't. There are so many things that have gone on, that have changed me. I've been shaped and molded into someone entirely different, yet exactly the same. I know this is confusing, it confuses me even. Life isn't
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PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 2006 by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 2006 :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 0 9 Abandonment by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Abandonment :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 3 8 Silhouette by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Silhouette :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 0 4 To Be Loved by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss To Be Loved :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 18 14 Kitty by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Kitty :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 5 3 Light by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Light :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 2 6 Portrait of A Girl - Two by PoisonIvyFrenchKiss Portrait of A Girl - Two :iconpoisonivyfrenchkiss:PoisonIvyFrenchKiss 4 5


Can Childhood Remain...Part 3 by ghostflowermask Can Childhood Remain...Part 3 :iconghostflowermask:ghostflowermask 3 5 Death Note: This Is Heaven by behindinfinity Death Note: This Is Heaven :iconbehindinfinity:behindinfinity 81,755 15,489 Far Away by Sankaracharya Far Away :iconsankaracharya:Sankaracharya 369 126 .monkey monkey by mi4 .monkey monkey :iconmi4:mi4 396 610 a Boat and the Sky by jjuuhhaa a Boat and the Sky :iconjjuuhhaa:jjuuhhaa 1,270 403 shut up + kiss me by RhoadesAsylum shut up + kiss me :iconrhoadesasylum:RhoadesAsylum 400 176 A Conversation by JeanFrancois A Conversation :iconjeanfrancois:JeanFrancois 5,291 1,215 :: Rainbow drops :: by Liek :: Rainbow drops :: :iconliek:Liek 1,811 273 In a Bed of Roses by gilad In a Bed of Roses :icongilad:gilad 673 198 under a storm clouds race by bosniak under a storm clouds race :iconbosniak:bosniak 1,320 647 Food by exoart Food :iconexoart:exoart 8 7 Keep the faith by anwar Keep the faith :iconanwar:anwar 4 10 Conservative Railroad by signine Conservative Railroad :iconsignine:signine 8 3 sleep by idlemonkey sleep :iconidlemonkey:idlemonkey 1 4


Pepper Dance 3 by Artgerm Pepper Dance 3 :iconartgerm:Artgerm 13,099 1,095 Shopping cart by geckokid Shopping cart :icongeckokid:geckokid 580 170 II. Memory Bridge: Brilliance by Aun-Juli II. Memory Bridge: Brilliance :iconaun-juli:Aun-Juli 33 127 Still Standing by gilad Still Standing :icongilad:gilad 8,567 1,004 be cautious by suzi9mm
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a daydream by suzi9mm a daydream :iconsuzi9mm:suzi9mm 568 331 at the bishop square... by orangebutt at the bishop square... :iconorangebutt:orangebutt 110 152 Not the wanted by epiphany Not the wanted :iconepiphany:epiphany 215 190


  • Listening to: my sniffles
  • Eating: pretzels
  • Drinking: water
I've known that this happens all the time. Everyone told me about it. But I never truly believed it would happen to me, just like every other teenager who thinks he or she is invincible.

Well, it happened....

Goodbye my best friends...
I love you more than you could ever fucking imagine and I pray to God your happy in your new lives with your new friends..

I've done the best I could...I have. I've pulled you back to me every time you wandered away, but I don't have any strength left any more.
I'm so tired, so weak, so exhausted.. from trying to keep up with you.

People say there is love in letting go. Well, I don't know what that kind of love feels like but I guess I'm going to find out.

No more photography trips to my backyard, no more walks to Immanuel, no more Tarot cards, no more crying phone calls, no more.

I guess I've finally given up, and it looks like you let go a long time ago...

Just please remember all the times we had and the memories we shared, don't forget that.

Goodbye my best friends..
you meant the world to me.


If you hurt me, I'll hurt you
United States
Current Residence: Under your bed
Favourite style of art: Something with nice colors that blend well..
Operating System: Windows XP Home Edition


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Destro7000 Featured By Owner Dec 9, 2016   Digital Artist
Happy Birthday girly!  :cake: :w00t:
wilted-rose Featured By Owner Jul 6, 2012  Student Photographer
hi amy haha i havent been on here in forever! was checking out the changes anywho. love you!
KatiBear Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Hello :glomp:

We at =Thumbshare just wanted to give you a great big hug and thank you for your continued support.

:hug: :heart:
darknessupon Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2008  Student Writer
Hey doll

Hows it going?
synthesys Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2008  Professional Digital Artist
nice gallery pretty girl ;D
sa-cool Featured By Owner Mar 6, 2008  Professional Photographer

Hi there.. :w00t!:

I featured this great work here:

I hope to see more creativity! :blowkiss:

lewiskat Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2008
you are hot
darknessupon Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2008  Student Writer
i used your photo in one of my poems......

thank you

you have a beautiful glow
darknessupon Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2007  Student Writer
I used your photo in one of my poems as a visual. Its my latest submission. Check it out.
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