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Goodbye best friends

Journal Entry: Mon Apr 9, 2007, 6:59 PM
  • Mood:
  • Listening to: my sniffles
  • Eating: pretzels
  • Drinking: water
I've known that this happens all the time. Everyone told me about it. But I never truly believed it would happen to me, just like every other teenager who thinks he or she is invincible.

Well, it happened....



Goodbye my best friends...
I love you more than you could ever fucking imagine and I pray to God your happy in your new lives with your new friends..

I've done the best I could...I have. I've pulled you back to me every time you wandered away, but I don't have any strength left any more.
I'm so tired, so weak, so exhausted.. from trying to keep up with you.

People say there is love in letting go. Well, I don't know what that kind of love feels like but I guess I'm going to find out.

No more photography trips to my backyard, no more walks to Immanuel, no more Tarot cards, no more crying phone calls, no more.

I guess I've finally given up, and it looks like you let go a long time ago...


Just please remember all the times we had and the memories we shared, don't forget that.


Goodbye my best friends..
you meant the world to me.

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  • Current Age: Jailbait
  • Current Residence: Under your bed
  • Interests: dancing, singing, literature, crystals, tarot
  • Favourite band or musician: Dashboard Confessional, Taking Back Sunday, The Starting Line, Something Corporate, Kill Hannah
  • Favourite poet or writer: Emily Dickinson
  • Favourite style of art: Something with nice colors that blend well..
  • Operating System: Windows XP Home Edition
  • Favourite game: Boys
  • Tools of the Trade: FujiFilm FinePix A205, Olympus Camedia D-340R, FujiFilm FinePix S3000, & Paint Shop Pro

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~synthesys:iconsynthesys: Mar 21, 2008, 10:21:32 PM
nice gallery pretty girl ;D

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~sa-cool:iconsa-cool: Mar 6, 2008, 6:17:21 AM
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Hi there.. :w00t!:

I featured this great work here:
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I hope to see more creativity! :blowkiss:

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~lewiskat:iconlewiskat: Feb 20, 2008, 8:43:15 PM
you are hot
bahhaha
~darknessupon:icondarknessupon: Jan 11, 2008, 3:54:29 AM
i used your photo in one of my poems......


thank you

you have a beautiful glow

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Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everyth
~darknessupon:icondarknessupon: Dec 2, 2007, 3:26:52 PM Mood: Sadness
I used your photo in one of my poems as a visual. Its my latest submission. Check it out.

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Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everyth
=Droneguard:iconDroneguard: Jul 15, 2007, 1:05:52 AM
Soz, replied on the wrong page wtf hahaha, i just rolled out my bed, guess it's not good to comment that early :D

But you do have a nice gallery :nod:

*crawls back into bed*

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tea? :tea:

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=Droneguard:iconDroneguard: Jul 15, 2007, 1:01:56 AM
Ey! :wave:

Thank you for the :+fav:

Nice gallery btw :aww:

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tea? :tea:

My Youtube movie: [link]
The club to visit: [link]
My plz account :iconweekenddanceplz:
~thundertash:iconthundertash: May 16, 2007, 12:08:56 PM Mood: Neutral
your stuff is amazing
xoxo
-thunder tasha

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~klmsilgi:iconklmsilgi: Apr 29, 2007, 5:03:01 PM Mood: Love
Good moment of life....
~Sankaracharya:iconSankaracharya: Feb 26, 2007, 5:22:21 PM
Sorry for late reply, thankie 4 favie hun, love u :heart: :thanks:

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=jjuuhhaa:iconjjuuhhaa: Aug 10, 2006, 2:38:24 AM Mood: Joy
Thank you for the favourite
[link] :D
=eviltony:iconeviltony: Jul 3, 2006, 6:59:48 AM
cool some neat stuff here

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~Exit-Love:iconExit-Love: Jul 1, 2006, 4:34:35 AM
great gallery!

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~broken-glass:iconbroken-glass: May 13, 2006, 11:25:13 AM
I really miss your work.

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*sean-izaakse:iconsean-izaakse: Jan 11, 2006, 11:56:09 PM
Hey.

Well if it makes you feel any better. I also failed my drivers twice cos I couldn't reverse part from the left. Oh, and a truck tried to run me off the road on the way to my test the third time so my nerves were shot by the time I get there ;c)

Whew!

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~Corbz:iconCorbz: Aug 13, 2005, 9:03:04 AM
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~Corbz:iconCorbz: Aug 13, 2005, 8:31:17 AM
whats this?

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=GirlAnachronism7:iconGirlAnachronism7: Aug 9, 2005, 7:17:57 PM
Thanks For Stopping By! :bye:

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=exoart:iconexoart: Aug 1, 2005, 6:45:16 PM
oh god, why did u tell me that, im not gonna sleep...and that swing will never be the same!